Waiting

Did i mention before that i hate waiting for a long time for something.............

I will always remember you my dear Esin.....

  

One year ago i had one of the most excising experiences in my life, which was my traineeship, i met a lot of people from different countries but only one was really special.

Esin.

She was a member of my hosting LC, when i saw her the first time it was my first day there and i was tired and want to shoot myself after a long day, she came to me and welcomed me and introduced herself.

to tell you the truth there was something special about that girl, she was really in love with AIESEC and was really enjoying her time being around the trainees and in the office.

A few days later my first day of the job came and i went with one member of the LC but they told us there that they wont be able to do my paper work that day and i should come the second day.

On the second day esin took me to work, there was a strike and no work, it was funny i thought i will never start, she tried her best to get me in and even had a fight with the security guy to get me in, but we didnt enter the building.

She kept apologizing a lot that day and kept saying that this never happens and i will work the next day .
and i had the chance to talk with her and to discover more about her dreams and passion in life and in AIESEC.

She was really a cute smart girl. God rest her soul

I finished my internship and came back and we kept in contact for a while, one day i was preparing myself to go to a company visit with my members when i got an SMS saying that AIESEC Ankara had an accident while going to national conference.

I got worried and hoped that everyone is okay, but that night i got the news that Esin and another member of the LC has passed away in that accident.

To tell you the truth and i dont care what anyone says , i cried a lot that night i couldnt believe it , Esin the cute little esin died.

i cant impress how sad i was and still am for that and how much i miss her with her smile.

A few days ago i had a dream that i went to ankara again and i saw her there on the door with all my friends from there, i woke up really feeling sad and i thought i should write more about her cause she deserves to be remembered, cause good people should always be remembered for ever.

I want you to pray for her.

And i want to chare the picture on the bottom with you, this is the last picture Esin took in her life a few hours before the accident, she is the one in the orange jacket, i want you to see how everyone is around her how she is really special in that picture.

En lilah wa en elayh rage2oun

I miss you my sweet friend